so there.
don't know if anyone is reading this, but yes, i am very bored.
so there.
hay. so many things have happened and so many things will happen, and then the things that life has to offer me are so myriad.
and the sad thing is i don't want to move.
move an inch.
with the choy issue, im going to give it a rest. He's having problems right now, and im not expecting that us going out will happen anytime soon. I don't think he can make me happy now. And i don't think i would help him in anyway now.
i hope all his problems will be solved.
shucks... is this love?
parang nakalimutan ko na yung MCI.. it's so creepy. i want to get enthusiasm for it na.
tinatamad na rin ako magapply ng kahit anong job.
alam niyo na fifeel ko lang ito when im alone.
when im with other people, im this freakin' go-getter bitch chova.
but im really tired.
siguro kasi i spent the last 21 years trying to get to this place.
which incidentally, I don't know if i should me here in the first place.
so maybe its a weight issue. don't want to spend the next 21 years of my life fat and un-attractive.
Although takot ako to death sa drugtest na maaring ilabas dahil sa aking pag-BP, pero ako ay magB-BP. i need it for myself.
this is a choice that i made.
That i know you as my friends, will respect.
The sad thing is... i need this to be happy.
there is more to life than getting a big salary, having your own business.
or getting the guy you want.
right now, its all about trying to get passion for something other than just sleeping.
yes, im bored.
i told myself i wouldn't be here.
but i am.
so there.
DRAGON KIDS AND PG PEOPLE.. gimik naman tayo this January 10... sige na?
have mercy on me.
either way. i may be drinking alone.
don't make me drink alone?
