recap to what happened the last few weeks.
I had this big die-hard crush with choy.
I texted him that I liked him.
And then he texts me back that he wants to be friends.
I text him back or more importantly lester texts him back.
And then we act like friends.
I act like a Joko who has a crush.
You know the drill.
Then suprise suprise.. at around 3am today, he dropped a bombshell.
He told me he didn't know that I was the one he was texting.
Yeah right.
The other suprise...
HE told me in front of all our batchmates that after the holidays "he wants to spend some time with me..." that's a direct quotation folks.
Hmmm... suddenly this has gotten me thinking. Maniniwala ba ako sa gagong ito?
Ewan ko.
I also learned some things about choy.
REmember, I told you that choy might be gay?
It's like im uber kinakabahan-na-naiihi-na-to-the-max afraid that it might be true.
It's like there's this gay guy who is not "out" yet and he invited choy to a party.. and in all balita... he tried to make choy drunk.
Ok. as i said, kung boobs lang ang labanan.. kaya kong lumaban..
pero kung t*t* na yung kalaban ko.. ay di ako ever magkakarun nun.
So what to do?
I'm going out with choy. He told me that he wants to spend it somewhere near nature. Sa farm ba namin uli? Is that what he's saying?
I don't think so. Baka mangyari na naman ang "the event" and im not talking F4 here..
I think i'll tell him that i want to go to Tagaytay or something. Haha.. good luck sa akin. Bahala daw ako. This is a test daw to see if we can "click". Kasi nga nauna ang libog sa utak.... hopefully di ako ma-Turn off.. alam niyo naman ang joko....
I'll also invite him to the January 5 talk that i'm having with Aji in UP. Maybe we can walk hand in hand in Sunken Garden or something... that is.. if we "click".
Grabeng pressure naman ito.. di ko makaya.
Mukhang dapat di ako umasa.
Some news though:
I have 3 fafas today:
1. OWEN - who's this manager guy of a semiconductor company.. effects
2. CARLOS - PMAer
3. GErald - cherry for short.. banda person na musically inclined to the max.. super great intellect...
oh.. and i think a lot of people are making PA-CUTE to me right now. I'm not sure though if they do have a crush on me.. this could just be "feeling"
Ewan ko.. itatanong ko talga kay Choy kung bakla siya when we go out... or if Ian made a pass at him.
Hmmm.. ilan kaya ang nilalandi non(choy)?
ok he's not rich. he doesn't know how to drive. he speaks in an accent complete with bisaya punto... hmmm... ewan ko.. bahala na.. as i said, i like him. And he might be the one.
I like him nga.
Di ba?
Oh no. indecision.
The twist.
What the hell do i really want anyway?
