I suck a lot.
I can't breathe! Man! It sucks to be a loser! It sucks to be unsure and freakin insecure about everything.
I know that some people are supposed to be better than me, but this is ridiculous!! Absolutely nuts!
I've never felt like such a failure before. And hell! I want to quit!
I'm so afraid that I won't have a sale tomorrow morning! I swear, I hate feeling bad because I'm not good enough. Hell, I've only felt not good enough 4 times in my life. LEt's go back:
1) when i didn't win anything in the regional press conference, in the english feature writing event. I was dissapointed because i was number 1 in my district. I hate vilma santos!!!!
2) when i didn't pass my second interview with J&J... self-explanatory...
3) when i didn't pass my P&G second interview.. also self-explanatory...
4) when i was sitting at the losers corner in my current job, last week.. friday...
i feel badddd....
I have this crazy feeling that i'm going to be a C-player!
It sucks!!!
I can't take it!!!
No success!!! becoming a loser!!! second-rate person!!!
I can't freakin' take it!
I don't know why, but it's like an itch that I can't seem to get rid off. I was supposed to get this job, so when i was not in the office, i could concentrate on other things.. now it's like.. im always thinking... im joanna magalong... calling in behalf of blah.. what to say.. how to make a sale.. etc etc..
even the whole choy issue is getting to be second fiddle to the whole.. will i sell or not sell issue.
I have to make a sale today. I have to make 2 sales. I can do this! I will swallow my freakin' pride. And make americans buy my freakin' cable!!! even if i have to talk as slow as the sunken garden is sinking... i will sell!!!!
I can't not sell. It's not possible. I can't lose! I can't!!! As in i can't!!!
This is like telling me, Britney Spears is gay for God's sake!
I can't take it!
I'm so afraid that I won't have a sale tomorrow morning! I swear, I hate feeling bad because I'm not good enough. Hell, I've only felt not good enough 4 times in my life. LEt's go back:
1) when i didn't win anything in the regional press conference, in the english feature writing event. I was dissapointed because i was number 1 in my district. I hate vilma santos!!!!
2) when i didn't pass my second interview with J&J... self-explanatory...
3) when i didn't pass my P&G second interview.. also self-explanatory...
4) when i was sitting at the losers corner in my current job, last week.. friday...
i feel badddd....
I have this crazy feeling that i'm going to be a C-player!
It sucks!!!
I can't take it!!!
No success!!! becoming a loser!!! second-rate person!!!
I can't freakin' take it!
I don't know why, but it's like an itch that I can't seem to get rid off. I was supposed to get this job, so when i was not in the office, i could concentrate on other things.. now it's like.. im always thinking... im joanna magalong... calling in behalf of blah.. what to say.. how to make a sale.. etc etc..
even the whole choy issue is getting to be second fiddle to the whole.. will i sell or not sell issue.
I have to make a sale today. I have to make 2 sales. I can do this! I will swallow my freakin' pride. And make americans buy my freakin' cable!!! even if i have to talk as slow as the sunken garden is sinking... i will sell!!!!
I can't not sell. It's not possible. I can't lose! I can't!!! As in i can't!!!
This is like telling me, Britney Spears is gay for God's sake!
I can't take it!
I'm in the call center industry, because its a choice, not a necessity. But I have to sell right now.. because its a necessity.. not a choice.
I have to figure out what works. Use it to my advantage and come out on top.
I have to.
It's what i need.
I have to figure out what works. Use it to my advantage and come out on top.
I have to.
It's what i need.
Right now. Life is giving me really bitter lemons.
I gotta get squeezing and make some lemonade.
ASAP.
Actually...
I should start squeezing now.
now na.
I gotta get squeezing and make some lemonade.
ASAP.
Actually...
I should start squeezing now.
now na.